set me up for the fall.

nessa should not read sean's blog until she is sure that he is not emo anymore.
cause nessa needs to surround herself with non emo stuff.
and keep her head up and be happy.

so should you sean.
turn off the damn radio!
it is evil!
and keep your head up.
if you see this. smile alright?
i can't do anything much for you right now.
so the best i can do is to ask you to smile.

nessa was late for school today.
cause she couldn't wake up.

i think nessa is going to take down her tagboard.
cause no one tags and she gets depressed over little things like this.
haha.

i think class 95 should be banned.

and math should be banned as well.
cause i don't understand it.
and i haven't done my reflection journal.

anyway.
nessa had a nice sleep.
dreamless sleep so that she could finally rest.
AND NOT THINK OF ANYTHING.
and i couldn't wake up.
i didn't want to wake up.

depression is hanging in the air.
like the damn haze.
let it go away please.

to all the depressed people.
please.
God is with you.
don't do anything stupid.
and stop crying please.
thank you all.
cause you all are making em emo too.
and making me cry too.
knowing that i can't do anything to help anyone of you.

yes, nessa feels useless as of now.

so after yummy food during break.
i think nessa feels better.
to those who never fails to make nessa laugh.
thank you wee wee!
i need to go home and sleep.
and rest.

nessa wants her pay soon!
now!
haha.
so that she can buy alot of yummy stuff!
and pretty things too.
nessa is going to be rich.

i love being materialistic.
for the moment.
its better than anything else.

a week is going to be up.
i'm anxious.
i know.
but still.
take all the time you want alright?
i don't mind.